Saturday, August 5, 2017, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Yesterday, the result for Degree from UiTM came out. I was expecting with high hopes, let me get oil and gas engineering. please oil and gas. I want oil and gas. But Chemical Engineering itself also can. I dont mind. Please Please Please. I am hoping so much. And I was damn confident that I will get it because I was doing my Diploma at UiTM. Suddenly when i checked the result, TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
|Your Application Unsucessful|
So how will you react to this? What will you feel?
When most of your friends message you asking which Campus you will go, what course do you get. It just make me sad. I dont get the offer. When everyone talks bout it at Whatsapp group, Instagram, Twitter and all the social media and you just scroll scroll and scroll.
I know I get about 6 offer from Private and Overseas Universities but I put so much hope that I can go to Local University. It kinda sad when everyone talks bout it and you just can remain silent.
And none of your friends believe that you didnt get it .They said i make a story blablabla and when I gave that picture, they were like, I'm sorry .I never have the intention to make you sad blablablabla. duh .I never lie (maybe i did but rarely). You should just believe whatever I said and told.
I was so sad. I ignore people. I remain silent. I dont eat(and now, gastric hahahahaha). One of my friend also doesnt get the offer just like me. And he was so down because at least, I have another 6 offer letters while him, none. I feel damn sorry for him and I was trying to make him okay and positive. Telling him that this not the end and there are many other opportunity.
I was so damn negative. Maybe I am so damn stupid that why I dont get the offer. Maybe my result was that bad. But then, why I still get the offer from other Universities? Then I realise. It must be a reason why all this thing happen and I just need to be positive and face it.
So now, I can accept that I dont get the offer even someone lower than me can get it. I dont mind. Maybe He wanna say that I should go to another University to be better person in the future. He has the better plan for me. He knows what the best.
btw my mood change from the sad, negative person to positive person really quick because of shopping(Icant wait to shopping all those stuffs). hahahhaha
All the best to me. Let's start a new life